My Rants

2008-10-17T22:39:00.005+08:00

10.36pm

I've had enough.

I can tell you, I'm a 90% sad person. All these happy stuff just make up the 10% (and are the result of moodswings), and if you ever hacked into my blogger account, there'd be 2130089 unhappy posts you wouldn't ever want to see.

I've been thinking about this, and I just wanna make things clear. Firstly, the day before the interclass competition, I was sleeping over at my Grandfather's house because I wanted to spend his last days with him and therefore I couldn't make it the next day. The next day, I decided to sleep in because I was awake the whole night trying to numb myself from all the pain. The next thing I see on the blogs, it breaks my heart.

It's not like I didn't want to go. I've got family matters, and you know what, I'd really like to have stayed at home than face the world. (I know I suck.) And all I know how to do when I am faced with both family and school problems is to go shopping. (Yeah ultra bimbo I know.) Because I'm a sad person.

My heart just broke into a million pieces when I read that "what for cry at the airport when we all don't give two hoots about interclass." Yeah, I don't give two hoots man. I've no feelings for 2J at all. I don't deserve to love 2J at all.

It's not as if we don't feel bad enough about not going. Not everyone was sleeping in, I'm sure. Some have their reasons. And I think it's really unfair that you should say all these on your blogs when I'm sure 2J is not like that.

It's so heartwrenching for you, it hurts a hell lot more for me. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you through thick and thin, I'm sorry I wasn't there sharing banana boat sunblock with you, I'm sorry I'm a sad person with an ailing grandfather, I'm sorry I was your classmate.

2008-10-17T18:12:00.004+08:00

Beep

FEPFEPFEPFEPFEP today was a major success, cheap thrillz + great stuff. :D

There are a lot of things I want to say, but I can't just say it here. Just wish I could scream to the wall and that's that but no, my neighbours would think I'm a psychopath. ):

On the brighter side, my livejournal is in progress, almost completed but I'm not letting out the address yet! :)

2008-10-16T21:21:00.003+08:00

9.22pm

I feel sick and unsociable and lethargic now shall just go snuggle up under the sheets and read New Moon. ):

2008-10-16T02:19:00.001+08:00

Chuck and Blair are so funnyyyyyyyyyy. Season 2, almost finished. :) I'm officially addicted to GossipGirl. :D

2008-10-15T23:01:00.002+08:00

MSN cheers people up, especially when you go crazy. (Mingwei come online I wanna get high with you!)

Okay so today I:

1. Tricked Janet into thinking I had brain tumour

2. Rachel thinks I have something wrong,

3. Chengyee ignored me when I asked her to join in the fun and went to watch some Jap drama (Eh I think you should be called auntie we should switch roles :D);

4. Got high with Sinyee over many stuff, the usualz lah. :D

IT'S 11.03PM NOW AND I PLANNED TO SLEEP AT 10 BUT I'M NOT SLEEPY SO I'LL GO WATCH GOSSIPGIRL. :)

P.S. GOODLUCK 2J FOR SOCCER AND VBALL TMR! 8D

2008-10-15T17:24:00.001+08:00

CLARA LIM YOU MUST NOT BE LAZY NOT BE LAZY AND SIT ON YOUR FAT ASS IN FRONT OF THE COM EVERYDAY. Okay bai am going to the gym now. :D

2008-10-15T15:12:00.004+08:00

(This was last year)

Oh god this just reminds me. I have Yiren's serious-CAMWHOREZ photos!!!) Okay another day lah that one is limited edition one. :D Anyway, sorry Mark.

Will update this later.

This year;

This is the very annoying girl who sits behind me everyday and says she will fail all subjects when they come back to be sky high and kicks my chair because she has leg spasms. :)

This is our cuckoo chairperson who always says she's fat when she can be Miss Singapore Universe and the REAL fat person is the one talking to you now.

I'll miss 2J a hell lot. ):

2008-10-15T15:01:00.005+08:00

3.01pm

Yeah if you don't want to read the previous post, it's okayyy. It's just some personal thoughts I'm talking about random stuff so.. Anyway, I'm back at home now after lodz of stuffing-of-food from Grandma. I must must go exercise later!! Am starting to take shape like a pig already.

Big picture post coming up later because I'm off to the dentist's right after this. Prepared the photos at Granny's house already, heh await itttt!! :D

P.S. Got New Moon already, awesomez.

2008-10-15T15:00:00.005+08:00

10.23am

(This was Grandpa before his operation.)

Hi I’m at my Grandpa’s house now. There’s no internet here so I’m typing it in Microsoft word now, will post on blogger later. Anyway, I stayed over last night. Yesterday was a very fulfilling day for me. Went back to his house after Third Lang, bathed, then talked to my Grandma. Learnt a lot. She was only 3 years old during World War 2, and they’d dig a huge whole and everybody would wait inside until the signal was over. Everybody hated the Japs, and she once saw this Jap beheading a man because he went out when he was not supposed to.

Back to Grandpa, I only talked to him a little. He asked me what questions I wanted to ask him, and I think he answered all already except one which he couldn’t recall – How did you meet Grandma? He’s really trying very hard to recall but can’t so in the end I asked Grandma and she told me it’s very coool, if they didn’t live opposite each other, I wouldn’t be here today.

And now I finally know why people say I look abit like Eurasian. It’s in my Grandma’s genes (though she’s totally Chinese), then my mom’s then me. J Hehe veryy cool right. My Grandma showed me her pictures, and my grandpa had these thick bushy eyebrows and a lot of pimples ahahaha. :D My Grandma was very pretty. J

Ate dinner with Grandma and watched TV from 7-10. Then slept with her like old times. Ended up waking up at 3 and bawled like crazy just thinking about it, then fell asleep again.

Right now, my Grandpa doesn’t want to go for further treatment. I told him I respect his decision, because I know he’s suffering too much. He’s this really strong man who’s already tried his best, he says he can’t take the pain any longer. My parents just came before work, and mom kept trying to persuade him to see the doctor. I don’t know… but I guess people like us will never ever understand their pain, even though we always say “I understand.” You know what, I think you’ll never ever understand unless you go through it yourself. If it’s my grandpa’s wish to go, he can, because even if he stays he’ll only go through much more suffering.

Dear Grandpa, I don't want you to go but if it's better for you.. I think it's really selfish of us to keep you here. Maybe life will be much better for you in heaven, and no matter what, we'll always be with you, infinitely. :)

2008-10-14T14:07:00.002+08:00

Just back from seeing my Grandpa, going to rush off to 3rd Lang after this. Grandpa's really frail now it's crazy just a few months back he was strong and standing tall now it's... He tried talking to me on his bed but said he had to lie down cos' it was too painful. He's wincing every time he tries to talk but. Was telling him to stay strong, but he said he can't hold on for much longer. Grandpa told me that I once told him in the letter that I would "face reality" but right now, I just find it so hard to.

Really need a listening ear.

2008-10-13T18:35:00.001+08:00

Sadly, I'm in my holiday mood already. ): Keep telling everybody in my house "1 day moreeee!" I seriously seriously cannot wait. I'm super stressed right now because I can't wait for tomorrow. I can picture 2J after math exam tomorrow manzxzxzx. :D Hehehe napped my afternoon away and here I am after dinner and I don't know what to do for math. :/ Okay Imma go bathe and look and my math file later. :)

2008-10-13T12:40:00.000+08:00

Omg I really can't wait for tommorow. ):

(我不能等明天)

2008-10-13T11:23:00.005+08:00

I'M @ HOME NOW AND IT'S RAINING CATS AND DOGS AND BUNNIES (:D) OUTSIDE.

Yay science is over. 'Yay' is not a good enough to express my feelings. They should invent a word like:

"YAYZEROHELLOGOODBYE!"

HAHAHAHHA. Okay I'm proud of myself because I managed to "siam" from the room after science because I don't want to hear no answers. :) Later affect my mood then cannot study againnn. :D

One more final paper to gooooo! :) [Oh god can't wait for tomorrow to come, in about 24 hours. :O]

2008-10-12T09:32:00.003+08:00

I AM VERY DAMN REALLY EXTREMELY SUPERBLY LOOKING FORWARD TO LIBERATION. :D

2008-10-12T07:06:00.007+08:00

(I'm back)

Yeah I know you've been wondering where I've gone. I've been...studying. :O

& Been kissed by many mosquitoes under the dining table now I have 2831982312 bites on my leg I ~~think~~ hope I'm getting dengue fever byebye science. :) Yesterday was quite unproductive mainly because I brought the computer down with me (D:) and food and of course the mosquitoes. Heh.

I don't even think I can finish revising all the subjects it's just too much and too many and science stretches far and wide over the valleys and hills you can never understand it all.

So. ): Gonna rest early tonight no matter whether I've finished revising or not because I read an article that sleeping actually helps your brain build up the info (I hope it's true so probably I can study in my dreams). :D Jiayou everyone!

(/edit)

>:( >:( >:( Wtf. (Sorry not related to above post, just needed to vent my anger.)

I need a shoulder.

2008-10-10T18:14:00.001+08:00

PAUL IS SO FUNNY I CAN CRY. :D

(Uh, can KK stop saying __) D:

2008-10-10T11:01:00.005+08:00

I tell you, I'm going to fail Chinese. Trust me. Lost a lot of marks already, and counting.

Things I learnt today:

1. Never write slowly during chinese.
2. Never stay behind to hear people discussing answers.

Shit. Don't even feel like studying already, Chinese just spoiled my whole mood.

2008-10-09T12:06:00.007+08:00

On a music spree now. :)

I WANT THEM TO COME TO SINGAPORE THEY R AWESOMEZ. (Their music not the other part. ) SERIOUSLY. THE ENERGY! (SINGFEST NEXT YEAR PLZ PLZ COME. ): ) Oh yes yuhua, you'll like this. :)

Forever the sickest kids - Whoa ah!

Whoa Oh (Me vs Everyone) - Forever The Sickest Kids

DAVID ARCHULETA :D

(insert triple-megawatt smile here)

Crush - David Archuleta

2008-10-09T10:41:00.007+08:00

(Vocab)

HELLO EVERYBODY MY COMPREHENSION IS GOING TO DIE ALREADY. BAHAHAHA. Okay shall digest and define all the answers for y'all since alot of people kept asking me and I don't know because I got wrong also. Quote Jiamin : 'GG Already.' (Even though I don't know what is GG. ) ):

对：
sanctify |ˈsa ng (k)təˌfī|verb ( -fies, -fied) [ trans. ]set apart as or declare holy; consecrate : a small Christian shrine was built to sanctify the site.• (often be sanctified) make legitimate or binding by religious sanction : they see their love sanctified by the sacrament of marriage.• free from sin; purify.• (often be sanctified) figurative give the appearance of being right or good; legitimize : they looked to royalty to sanctify their cause.DERIVATIVESsanctification |-fiˈkā sh ən| |ˈsøŋ(k)təfəˈkeɪʃən| |-fɪˈkeɪʃ(ə)n|nounsanctifier |ˈsøŋ(k)təˈfaɪ(ə)r| nounORIGIN late Middle English : from Old French saintifier (influenced later by sanctifier), from ecclesiastical Latin sanctificare, from Latinsanctus ‘holy.’
错：vocation |vōˈkā sh ən|nouna strong feeling of suitability for a particular career or occupation : not all of us have a vocation to be nurses or doctors.• a person's employment or main occupation, esp. regarded as particularly worthy and requiring great dedication : her vocation as a poet.• a trade or profession.ORIGIN late Middle English : from Old French, or from Latinvocatio(n-), from vocare ‘to call.’

prevail

verb1 common sense will prevail win, win out/through, triumph, be victorious,carry the day, come out on top, succeed, prove superior, conquer,overcome; rule, reign.2 the conditions that prevailed in the 1950s exist, be in existence, be present,be the case, occur, be prevalent, be current, be the order of the day,be customary, be common, be widespread, be in force/effect; formalobtain.PHRASES

prevail on/upon they prevailed upon me to emcee their charity affairpersuade, induce, coax, convince, get, urge, pressure, coerce; informalsweet-talk, soft-soap.exuberant
adjective1 exuberant guests dancing on the terrace ebullient, buoyant, cheerful,jaunty, lighthearted, high-spirited, exhilarated, excited, elated,exultant, euphoric, joyful, cheery, merry, jubilant, vivacious,enthusiastic, irrepressible, energetic, animated, full of life, lively,vigorous, adrenalized; informal bubbly, bouncy, chipper, chirpy, full of beans; literary blithe. antonym gloomy.2 an exuberant welcome effusive, extravagant, fulsome, expansive,gushing, gushy, demonstrative. antonym restrained.3 an exuberant coating of mosses luxuriant, lush, rich, dense, thick,abundant, profuse, plentiful, prolific. antonym meager.

Disclaimer: 1.Don't rub it in, this is for your own general knowledge only. :)

2008-10-08T14:32:00.002+08:00

OH MY MAMA I THINK I FAILED MY CHINESE.

I THOUGHT 土生华人 (soil-borne chinese) is chinese and I elaborated dunno what china is becoming very strong so we must learn traditional chinese culture when it's:

PERANAKAN.

wth. >:(

2008-10-08T11:02:00.005+08:00

Janet: I feel so liberated. :)

Hahaha yes Janet me too. :) Geog paper was okay but my handwriting is very...uh illegible. ): I hope the teacher can read it. Heh now all that's left is the weekend studying and 4 more papers to go! :D

(/edit)

(Bad news)

Down comes the DHL balloon

Mon, Oct 06, 2008
The Straits Times

By April Chong

IN 30 minutes, the Bugis floating icon was reduced to a flat pile on the ground.

The red and yellow DHL Balloon at Tan Quee Lan Street was deflated on Monday morning, ending its 2 1/2- year run here.

When the land lease expired, balloon owner Singapore Ducktours tried finding other suitable sites but have been unsuccessful so far. The balloon has to go to make way for the new Bugis MRT station.

____

GAHHH I JUST FOUND OUT THAT THE DHL BALLOON HAS BEEN DEFLATED OH MYYYY. Went there 2 times to try and take it, but couldn't because both times there were "bad whether condtions." Now there's no more balloon cos' it has to make way for the "new bugis mrt station."

Quote sharon: Sob sob cry cry puppy dog eyezzz. (Heh I realised I like to quote after the MOV Essay!) :D

BAHAHAHAHA.

Okay back to topic. Anyway, was planning to go there after exams because where else can you fly on a hot-air balloooooon! My hopes are dashed manzxz. ): ): ):

2008-10-07T15:01:00.003+08:00

FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES + MILK IS DA BEZZZZ. :D

(Studying near the kitchen is better)

2008-10-07T10:55:00.002+08:00

History was okay but I think I screwed up some parts. :/ It's like for the useful section it'd be : useful. Not useful. Useful. It's all messed up like one here one there ahahaha and I don't even know whether it's relevant or not. Oh welllllll. It's over dover Geog tmr! ):

(/EDIT)

AM GOING TO THROW AWAY ALL MY HISTORY NOTES AND WHATEVER THING TO DO WITH HISTORY NOW OH JOYYYY. :D

HAVE DONE THE SAME FOR LA AND CHINESE! :)

2008-10-06T18:35:00.001+08:00

(Deleted stuff)

Spent a long time today ranting about batteries. I know it's useless, but they're doing it during exams which is to the limit. I'm sorry I couldn't post it, and you're lucky if you saw it.

2008-10-06T06:50:00.004+08:00

Hello it's 6.49am now I'm up because I woke up early! :)

Okay so wishing everybody... (also for those doing si han who need adjectives)

祝你：

年年有余

身体健康

年年聪明

新花怒放

太阳下山了 okay bye have to go to school now bahaha for the compo thing. :D

2008-10-04T21:03:00.003+08:00

Nobody's blogging everybody's blog is dead there's nothing to blog-hop and that should give me motivation to study but it isn't. ): ):

Okay bye I'll really go study now.

P.S. I'm becoming a major fat pig at home I can feel the fats growing seriously. Koko crunch plus milo plus all sweet stuff buffet in a day can you imagine. :/

2008-10-03T15:38:00.001+08:00

OH MY MAO I WAS LOOKING THROUGH FAMILY PICTURES AND I JUST REALISED THAT MY DAD WORE THE NERD SPECS LAST TIME. :O

(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

2008-10-03T11:38:00.004+08:00

(I hate how people judge me);

Rachel you know who I'm talking about. ): Yesss she did it again. Sigh I want to ignore but I can't stand it. I'm not good just because of how many pages long I write / how many things I have / how much pocket money I have or wtv. Uh, I know your motive thank you very much.

Anyway, on a lighter note, today's LA paper was okay-dokay. :) Hehe I did it! But I think if she marks more on style and neatness my grade's gonna go downnnnn. Oh well nevermind I've tried my best already what's past is past. :)

Just had popiah and went to the supermarket to stock up on more fooooooodzx. :D Heh. I'm full now! :) & I know I broke my hiatus ahahaha but at least you have entertainment so don't complain. Hah. :D

2008-10-02T19:33:00.003+08:00

Get well soon, Grandpa.

My Grandpa's been hospitalized again because of breathing problems, and I didn't even know about it until my maid told me. My parents' been trying to keep it hush-hush so I can concentrate on my exams, but it's hard not to hear them talking about it.

My mom's at the hospital now she goes day and night I guess she's real tired but sometimes, when you cry too much, you just become immune to the pain. Heard my dad telling my aunt on the phone just now that he can't eat because of some problems and he's to eat some nutrient solution. Just hearing that makes my heart break.

It's one more week of exams, before I can really give him a proper visit. I want to show him the class photos, and tell him that this was taken by his friend. He taught in Dunman High before, and I know it'll make him smile. Get well soon, grandpa, hang on, I'll be praying for you. :)

2008-10-01T20:11:00.003+08:00

The house has been very noisy the whole day like a chicken coop with many chicken running around. ): Imagine a five-year-old jabbering non-stop about aladdins and cinderellas and jellies and whatnot. And her room is next to mine so (X-tra noisy) Howwww I can't study. I've been trying to memorise MOV quotes the whole day and I think I'm finally getting it now. So much for a Hari Raya Puassa Holiday.

2008-09-30T18:51:00.002+08:00

Hiatus (for real)

(Thing to do after EOYs)

Numerous phone calls and catching up Chengyee I hate you but we're equal now. >:(
Shoppppppppppp! (Handmade skirts oh my mao Sinyee I can't wait.)
Trolley rides I have not forgotten, is there any imputation to the contrary? :D
SCREAM SHOUT AND GO BUKIT TIMAH HILL (NEAR MY HOUSE WHO WANTS TO GO).
Become crazy for a day. (This is a musttttt.)
Sleep my ass off and become fat.
Ben and Jerry's Jubix class outing (on Math paper day.)
ENJOY AND BE HAPPY AND SAY FAREWELL TO EXAMS.

Hahaha okay so this is just a random hiatus banner I found on the internet. Don't mind the words, I'll be back in (a little) less than 2 weeks time. :) Blog will have more pic spamzzz after EOYs hehe. :) Au revoir/再见 for now, do miss me w0rHzxzx! :D

2008-09-30T18:47:00.002+08:00

I THINK TODAY WAS THE MOST PRODUCTIVE DAY OF MY LIFE (FINALLY) AND I SPENT IT WITH KIMBERBER AND SERENEEEE! Heh hello if you're reading this. :D

K will most prolly go on a hiatus because I'm not really done with mugging my geog and blah worksheets are done but the revision is not. ): ): ): Sigh so I need to concentrate and stop blogging and kimberber and serene will webcam me from NLB to keeep me motivated. :D :D :D AHAHAHAHA. Study hard people, mugmugmug and 加油! :)

2008-09-29T18:30:00.002+08:00

Sense of Urgency

I seriously need a sense of urgency someone just smack me or threaten to stuff a lizard up my nose or sth ahahaha I need to concentrateeeee. You know Chengyee, my motivation statement may not work I just said it in a moment of anger. Buttttttttttt, for my motivation, the statement shall stay. AHAHAHAHHA! :D

Today's highlights:

1. Mark becoming hilarious today. (Imitating)

2. Grace Jiamin Beat here beat there.

3. Laughter.

4. Formation of 3 new names: ACID+ALKALI = NEUTRAL (Go figure!)

5. Ahahaha so coolzxzxzx. :D

6. I shouldn't be doing this I shouldn't be blog-hopping I should be studying my MOV. ):

7. Okay byeeeeeeee! :)

2008-09-28T17:17:00.008+08:00

My extremest means

5.18pm

Wheeeee I'm super happy now I'm done mugging with MOV i feel accomplished. :) Seriously hehe. :D Yay yay yay. :D

Oh yes I think I'm starting to look more like a pig. ): It's eat, study, eat more again, nap. Then eat again. :D Neeeeeed to stock up on food and major exercise plan after EOYs. :D

Okay shall go take a break now. More GossipGirl hehehe. :D

(/edit)

Can't wait can't wait for school tmr. Got loads to say/ do! :D I bet this week's gonna be a gr88888 week. Except for exams bahahha spoilers. ): Hehehe see you tomorrow!

& Tan Sinyee if you see this remember your blue tie! :D (No more jacket-peekaboo Lilaoshi knows the trick already ahahahhaa)

Okay really goodbye now GossipGirl's calling. :)

(/edit)

>:(

It's friggin' noisy at home lah my sister's screaming and laughing and talking non-stop for the past 1 hour damn annoying wth. Even my ipod at half more than the usual volume isn't enough to blank out the noise. She's louder than that.

2008-09-26T18:47:00.008+08:00

Life's never a bed of roses

1. Back from French EOY. It went well (for the only mugging after school) , and I'm happy.

2. There's never always 2 good things in a row. After a good thing, comes a bad thing but I feel better now. :)

4. Mugging after school was fairly unsuccessful because Junyi was a bit high and we all laughed and laughed and prank-called. :) "In the boys toilet." :D

5. French exam soon started and we were late but oh welllllllllll. :) It's kind of hilarious after each French test because we usually invent alot of words from English, like "realise" HAHAHA. :D

6. When I grow up, I want to learn Jap German Spanish Italian Mexican pompom dresses ahahaha.

7. Okay 7pm already dinnertime bye.

8. Bring it on, I'm ready.

2008-09-25T21:01:00.002+08:00

Woah fourth edit for today. It's 9pm and I friggin' slept my afternoon today I don't know why. Supposed to be 'just lie down and rest' and when I woke up it was dinner. >:(

I JUST REALISED WE HAVE TO DO 说明文 AND YOURS TRULY HASN'T STARTED ON HER FRENCH AT ALL.

I am so dead.

2008-09-25T14:27:00.002+08:00

Formula 1

I forgot to mention this in the earlier post, but i really really REALLY REALLY want to go for F1. It's only once in a lifeltime that it comes to Singapore, and why must it be during exam week! >:( Gah I can't see Lewis Hamilton and the fast cars already.

Remember the cars we played when we were young? I always wanted to see them in real life.

2008-09-25T13:56:00.006+08:00

Got my love, got the sunshine above.

World War Gazilllion Bazillion today. :D Hahaha. Tsk. It's a bit hilarious (not the throwing part) but the "Pigs are not allowed in this war" part. :D Gah I bet they don't do this in other classes I have a feeling our class boys are a bit violent. (And battery-ish) Hahaha Sinyee and Chengyee you get what I mean. :)

Hahaha and Sinyee and I were crazy over 'If we were a movie' / 'When you look me in the eyes' in class wheee. Heh, influenced by wilson (I think). :D :D I shall find more nice songs to sing/ scare people! :)

Had a bit of a talk with Chengyee but didn't get through cos' Bryan (O.O) reminded us and told us to go back cos' Ms Tan was already in class but we talked abit more (heh mostly I talked) then bye. :) Beauty doesn't understand me I'll explain to you tomorrow hehe. :D I have like, so many answers and reasons to solve your problem. Gonna think of more whys/ hows when I'm free! :)

In the meantime, just be yourself. Be the Beauty lim Chengyee I've always known. :D

(/EDIT)

Oh yes and Natasha Beddingfield is awesome much. Trying to download her album illegally now hehehe. Love her songs. :)

&&& I'm bringing gummies tomorrow! Haha wanted to bring letters and gummies today but left them at home in a rush. ): Anyway, they're milk-free and healthy don't worry (esp. Mark) you won't get kidney stones! :D

2008-09-24T17:07:00.003+08:00

In a better state than I've never seen.

Many things have been happening to many people recently, just want to say you are who you are, I guess some things can't be controlled? :X

Thanks Janet for the Jubix board. Love it. Trying to write notes to everybody, Aileen Qiurui please be patient thank you! Hahaha. :) :) :)

(Sorry for this short post, I can't think of much.)

Jiayou everyone, 9 more days. :D

2008-09-23T20:23:00.004+08:00

The things you learn in Kindergarten.

"Batman, Chicken Man, Ali Baba Underwear. "

- Natalie Lim Shi Ying, 5 years, St. James' Kindergarten

My sister's reciting this throughout the whole house now.

2008-09-23T16:22:00.014+08:00

Blue Day

I'm just back home and my lips are burning red because the temperature's getting hotter because of greenhouse gases because of global warming. (Will explain why today's the blue day later)

GAH.

French oral just over, and I totally flunked it HA HA HA HA. (not funny) Didn't even study at all. I think the oral examiner thought I was ?_? and I was worse than someone who didn't learn french. :X Jiayou Nata and Junyi, I bet they're having it now.

I seriously don't want to care about my French but I don't want to disappoint Madame Tournay. ): I can srsly picture her disappointed face in my mind but...sigh.

Y'know what, I THINK I'M GONNA FLUNK CA2 AND SA2. :D 12/20 for MOV essay yes ai Rock but Rachel Rocks more. (I shall start calling her Rachel Rock hahahhaha) 8D Okay ask me why if you wanna know I explained to many people already. Oh yes, and she shared with me the Guides cookies too. :)

& I DON'T UNDERSTAND BALANCING EQUATIONS and I think Ms Tan's not very nice again. She's abit impatient. >:( I'm getting fickle too haha. :)

Talked to Sinyee about elephants and batteries and moons and stars today. :) -SMILE SMILE WINK WINK TWINKLE- And today's supposed to be blue day, because elephant was supposed to be called blues clues and we went to blue gates it was very coolzzzzzz. I hope Math lesson is free again tomorrow, Blue Gates Date?

:D :D :D :D

(/EDIT)

Hahaha okay everything's alright now and I'm gonna give myself a break from studying tonight. Just gonna learn how to even balance equations. How the hell do you even study for practicals. :/ Then will prolly watch more Xiaxue or GossipGirl or sth. I need a breakk. ): Because yes sharon, I hate Singapore's education system too.

I have also decided that when I grow up I shall be an Ice-cream seller and sell ice-cream in a ice-cream pushcart and ring the bell ling long ling long. :)

2008-09-22T08:48:00.003+08:00

This is the most awesome skirt I have ever seen.

:) :) :) :) :)

There's some Samak outcry in Bangkok I'm scared that the trip won't go well. The computer teacher's just saying that Graffiti was before stone age and Grace just burst out laughing ahahaha. Y'know, I thought graffiti was cool when I was in primary school. :)

She's saying that graffiti is hip hop "means of escaping" blablabla. Btw, it's also "a communication between viewer and artist" Oh yes I realised today that I enjoy reporting information. Hahahaha. But I'm tired of reporting already so I'm out of the convo but I'm going right back after I post this. :)

Oh my she's talking about graffiti in new york and I'm wondering how it'd be like in New York now. Yellow cabs, cold weather, starbucks at every corner, thrift shopping F21 Topshop. :D It's just a far cry from our stress here in Singapore. :/ Sigh but I still love Singapore this is my country my hometown this is where I belong - insert national education message here-.

Do you want to leave Singapore one day? I want to, but I can't bear to.

2008-09-21T12:37:00.002+08:00

XIAXUE IS HILARIOUS (IT'S NOT THE FIRST TIME ANYWAY.) :D

Hahaha. There's part 1 too if you want, youtuuuuube. :)

2008-09-20T13:13:00.005+08:00

I asked my Dad to get me a packet of yupi gummy bears from the supermarket (For schoool) and he came back with 3 packets - 2 packets of gummy bears, 1 packet of glow worms.

Me: Huh why did you buy 3 packets?

Dad: One's for you, one's for your sister and the glow worms are for me. -big smile-

Me: *Faints*

My dad's cool like that. Hahahaha whose daddy eats Yupi Glow worms!!

2008-09-20T00:48:00.003+08:00

O my Google.

Google is ignoring me and thinks my computer has some virus or sth. :O (Wait I'll go copy the message)

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Ugh I've typed like a zillion security codes today already because it's my homepage. Gah my favourite website how can you treat me like thissssss. ):

Decided to change to yahoo (for the time being) until Google stops being stubborn.

Anyway, yahoo's not bad. Just a bit messy but you can change the colours and all and at least I don't have to type some dumb security code. I shall learn how to adapt.

2008-09-18T17:03:00.003+08:00

What is love? :)

Today was an okay day. ): I somehow hate school but blah I have an awesome seating partner.

Sinyee and I had this questionnaire thingy going around so people, be prepared we're gonna have it everyday! Thought of more questions already wheee I'm excited. :D

Today was (unofficially) the last French lesson. Gah I'm kindof sad that we might not have Madame Tournay next year, she's darn nice (x100000) Even though she always suddenly screams at us when we talk to loudly, but she's a really great teacher. I still remember when Chervelle and I sat together it was mayhem hahaha.

"Can I see both of you after class?"

): I miss those times manzxzx. I hate you Chervelle now I have no one to talk to about anything in the world in class and no more getting high together over the slightest things and no more crazy MSN convos. Hahahaha. But we must set up a Gossip Girl Fan Club after exams alright yes! I see you nodding your head so I take it as a yesh!! :D Hehehe.

Sigh can someone please teach me how to mug? Or anyone has a book, "How to mug without getting distracted?" ):

2008-09-17T22:55:00.006+08:00

(/edit)

11pm

I have no idea why everytime I try to mug, I end up sleeping. ): Was attempting to at least finish one chapter of science today (DNA) but hell. Fell asleep on my bed again and woke up in the dark and I vaguely remember someone trying to wake me up but I didn't. I don't know whether it's part of the dream or not I'm so confused right now.

And I keep getting distracted by the computer I hate it lah. ): One moment reading the powerpoint, the next I'll be off to some blog again and there. Shit everbody's started on geog history blabla MOV and reciting it out loud and asking people to test them every living moment in class.

I give up la. I'm just going to get a glass of milk now then I'm going to sleep.

2008-09-17T16:32:00.003+08:00

Just a short note of encouragement before I'm off to study some science:

Hello 2J. :) You guys are one of the most wonderful-awesome-lovely people on earth. Thank you Sharon for the sweets, Serene for the cookies, Rachel for the Haribos, Sinyee for the cupcakes and Kimberber for the many many packets of hello panda. :D

Haha it's really cool how our tables are filled with sweets and encouragements when we enter the classroom each morning I'm sure it brightens up everyone's day.

& 2J cheer up alright. Heh, I know 'cheer up' is so understated so, please 开心上 :) Hehehe sorry I couldn't think of a chinese word to say it so make do with the very bad translation. I know it's hard to suddenly be happy over disappointing results (unless you're crazy like Yuhua) but we'll mull over it awhile then it'll be okay. But everybody, please work hard for exams ok! Do everything you can to get back the marks.

We can do it.

(I'm gonna end my posts with a chinese phrase everyday to practise my Chinese hoho. )

再接再历！

2008-09-16T17:28:00.009+08:00

Happy Day

I'm quite very happy today! :D Hahaha. Science project went alright (but yuhua you broke abit of my bowtie hahaha why you keep pulling! ), talked abit to Beauty and got tad too high oh my, and Sinyeeee we need to continue. I cannot sms my phone is sms-unfriendly. ):

Hah. I was temporarily upgraded to Miss Lim Granny yesterday because ahem was angry. Doesn't sound too bad too lah. :)

And and and we're having BYOLD (Bring Your Own Lunchbox day) tomorrow I'm eggggggcited! :)

Just came home from the supermarket with:

Haribos
Cookies
Tuna
Yogurt (Hahaha I always happen to buy yogurt yes I luv yogurt too bad naninani poo poo)
Bread
Chocolates plus sweets for peepz. :) :)

HAHAHAHA YAY I SRSLY FEEL LIKE A SATISFIED HOUSEWIFE NOW. 8D 8D

(/edit)

8.40pm

I'm still darn high for no reason. I look at my mickey mouse lunchbox sitting on my bookshelf and I get high. I think about the food paradise then GAP (which I both like and dislike) and I get high even more. I think I'm going crazy. I keep smiling at everything what the hell is wrong with me. :/

HAHAHAHAHAH.

Okay I'm doing my usual blog-hopping after dinner thing right now and I promise to start studying math or or science or geog after this. :D Granny starts studying, because:

活到老，学到老。 :D

2008-09-15T15:33:00.010+08:00

I'm a giant, yes I know.

Okay hello. I'm in a rush today it's 4.30 pm already time flies. :O Hehe. I need to do lots of things, namely:

Reply Rachel's mail. (Hahaha I have been procrastinating and I know how it feels like to wait and wait for a mail and the despair. Heh, so I resolve to reply to it before dinner!)
Charmaine get well soon! Hahaha eat less mooncakes, I think the snowskin one's healthier than the baked one. I like mooncakes too! 8D
I need to do Science Project. :/
I need to COMPLAIN. Damn angry about __ today gah only Chengyee knows. Chengyee: Please please please keep this a secret. Please.
To YOU: (I doubt you'll ever read this lah wtf. BUT. Stop being such a friend-hopper and ew. I know this is kinda harsh, because you're nice sometimes. But most times you're 2-sided and stop hurling vulgarities because it ain't cool. Tyvm.)
To you (No. 2): Can we just be friends and you'll irritate me just like you used to? I know it's a misunderstanding, it's okay. Don't treat me like I'm transparent, I hate that our relationship's now worse than before. ): Smile please! :D
Jiayou, everyone. :)

2008-09-14T20:39:00.003+08:00

I need 25 hours a day.

Just talked to my Grandfather on the phone. I don't know why but.. I always get very emotional after phone calls. I don't show it on the phone but all these emotions of guilt and sadness just come up for no reason after that. Like they're so old already and all they do is stay at home all day and watch television and drink coffee. And we've no time for them. I mean we visit them less than once a week? When we always say we've no time when actually all my time has been spent reading some silly fashion stuff or blog. This is so stupid.

I really want exams to be over so I can visit my Grandparents.

2008-09-12T13:51:00.007+08:00

Gah today was boring my eyes were open but my mind was asleep. :/ Hahaha this is my stres-relieving wallpaper. :)

Chuck Bass/ Ed Westwick is teh hottestzxz. :) Hah, Nate Archibald is a (close) second. :D Anyway, GossipGirl is VERY VERY VERY GOOOOD. Season 2 is much better than season 1! Blair's outfits are aweshumzx. :) Will post pics when I'm free okay!

(edit/)

9.48pm

Hi I'm back from the celebrations alr. I'm tired, and I think I'm getting a sore throat. Everything I ate contained sugar. Today is the first time I didn't have dinner at home on a weekday. ):

I feel really cold now. Think I'm falling sick. :X Sigh and listening to Simple Plan's songs doesn't really help. ): I neeeed happy songs anyone got any? Okay I just changed to 'If we were a movie' haha. :D

I love the evening sky, sunsets. :D Everything's just so pretty, so peaceful, and you can forget that there's exams and tests and teachers and homework. :) And this year's festival really reminded me of family.

Mooncake Festival is special for me every year. There was one year when Eva and I went to the playground and played with sparklers it was rlly cool haha just both of us. & Last year, my whole family went for the mooncake celebrations at the park with our lanterns and all. I have a whole stash of it at home hehehe because Grandpa would get one for me every year.

I need to reply Rachel's mail, which I wanted to do in the afternoon but spent sleeping away. It feels really good telling her stuff that I can't write here. At least Osama/ Sadam Hussein/ Mas Selamat has (less) chance of reading. :D Hahahaha.

PBL@ NLB

Mooncake Festival '08

中秋节快乐! ☺

2008-09-11T21:43:00.004+08:00

HELLO :D

I'm here because Miss Lim pWetTy asked me tuu p0st. :)

I'm still quite high after reading some of the jokes on Nata's blog. :D How come I didn't hear some!! But it's still v. really extremely funny after listening to them again. :) :) Hahaha every blog has jubix jokes - Charmaine's Rachel's Serene's Sharon's Nata's. :) I can't remember jokes bah. ):

Okay point form starts here:

Food feast in class.
Went to the supermarket today and I was carrying all the food in my arms the yoghurt kept dropping ahahaha. :D Some Auntie stared at me like I was crazy heh. :) Haha, for the sake of Group 2's stomachs, I shall ignore my self-image. 8D
Frenchhhh got back papers, average is: 57.5/100. O_O
If you're expecting me to talk about some stuffz, I'm not gonna write a long post and elaborate. Because it's over, it might've been the wrong person (1%), but I think we made the right choice by telling lilaoshi, and all I can say is, honesty is the best policy and I don't see how the person who did it can live with a clean conscience.
What goes around, comes around.
I can't study, keep getting distracted by the com sigh. ): ): I seriously need to start studying lah, so far I've only started on Math and it has already half-killed me. The rest of the subjects can have the other half of my life.
Mooncake celebration tomorrow. & Last year's one with pomelo-throwing and all just seems like yesterday.

2008-09-10T18:00:00.004+08:00

Got your picture in my head.

Okay point form.
Math test was challenging as usual, AHAHAHA yes our class has huge reactions to everything.
Ah, it's over. I shall look to the future.
I think Mrs Chinny Chin Chin is actually v. nice. Other teachers would just scream at us to stop talking non-stop (with a teacher there) but she even played soothing music and a picture slideshow to calm us down. & She talked about her experiences later aww I guess she's nice beneath the always-big-smile exterior. :)
Sinyee cheer upz okay hahaha. :) :) We have ribbon-making tomorrow! I bought pinz fwom the BoOkShOpz alr ahahaha. :D Yay I'm excited we'll be the Ribbon gUrlz. 8D Hah, and we can decorate Chengyee somemore! :)
Okay this reminds me, Rachel remind me to return you your thumbdrive tomorrow!
HELLO LSP PEEPZ HAHA LSP IS TMR. O_O Hahaha I hope we don't have to present and the dove guy comes again. Or Pantene or -insert soap/shampoo brand here. :) :)

Okay bye people, off to dinner! ♥

2008-09-10T00:16:00.002+08:00

12.18pm

Hello world I am very happy now because Rachel just made my day (a few minutes ago). :)

Thank you Rachel. And I might not be blogging anymore because I might be having a daily mail to somebody to let off steam and be happy, if that person agrees that is. :D

Okay I'm going to sleep now I don't care about math already, I will try my best so I can die happy.

Rachel check your mail I replied! 8D 8D

2008-09-08T23:45:00.003+08:00

1. I am friggin' tired of life. School life. (Refer to Rachel's post on School for further elaboration.)

2. Something tells me I'm feeling like this because I almost failed for my Science test.

3. I hate Science. I hate the Science teacher even more.

4. Math drives me crazy.

5. People confuse me. Especially you, yes you.

6. I hate life now. Planned to sleep at 10pm but now it's 11.49pm & I've spent 1h 49mins (and counting) doing unnecessary stuff on the computer.

7. Stop saying I'm clever blabla. It makes me feel worse, because I'm not as clever as you think I am. Seriously.

8. Don't bother to cheer me up, I'm either very grumpy/ very happy at night.

Why is school all about marks, marks and more marks? h8 it h8 it h8 it. ): I hate school.

2008-09-06T20:40:00.007+08:00

8.44pm

I don't know why it's so windy suddenly. :O Heh it's really really windy now i can feel the wind though all the doors windows are closed. (I think it came below the door). O+O Haha. Had a really really good Saturday nap this afternoon because of the nice wind!

And I've been having the weirdest dreams recently. Recalling them just makes me wanna laugh. :D Okay wait I recall ah. I dreamt this afternoon that I was in this uber small swimming pool and I had Queen Latifah (the Hairspray actress) as my teacher lollolol. 8D Anyway, she was really nice! (in my dream) I think I had too much of Michael Phelps in the Olympics. :X

I shall make a list of what to do after the exams. (Since I was remember then forget so I'll record it down! :D)

1. Find a day to clear all my magazines.

2. Finish reading the books. Haha all my books are half-read how cool. Oh yes and the Twilight series!! 8D Kinokuniya here I come. :)

3. Watch GossipGirl. (It started already, and apparently it's better than last season. Read some of the script lines already. It was really really gooooood. :D)

4. Baking! (Cookies, cupcakes, anyone?)

5. Scrapbooking or sth. I want to make an album of all the pictures! :D

6. Picnic.

7. Trolley rides at ze airport oh my can't wait. 8D ++ More phone calls! Hehehe.

8. Sentosa?

9. Bangkok (!!!!!!!!!)

Meanwhile, I shall go finish up the remaining homework which I've been neglecting. Math exam paper to go jiayou Clara! :D I still want to revise Geog and Science and math quadratic graphs revision gah I don't understand I got 5/10 for the assignment. D:

And I feel so relaxed now no more chionging for piano. :D My piano teacher's awesome (x100000) had a great time with her today. :)

It's raining really heavily now. Gah the weather's unpredictable, but I like! :D

(edit/)

Came across this video on the Mr. Brown blog. He's superbly hilarious lah. :D Watch this! (It's about the Ping Pong fiasco) 8D

2008-09-04T16:04:00.006+08:00

I'll be there.

Just got back from Science Project, and a little shopping. Met them at the National Library at 9am (?!!!!!) then started on our video then blablabla very tiring but very funny also. Yuhua is a potential nurse and Limin you look cool and pretty don't worry it's for educational purposes. :) Hahaha had fun with bunny too. :D

Had my all-time favourite Pepper Lunch for lunch thennn Char watched me eat. (Hahaha I know I am extremely slowpoke at eating :/). Then both of us decided we wanted to take neoprints then we went to take hehehe. Very fun! Haha and sorry dear I took really long to decorate the neoprints I am very unartistic. ):

Okay so after that we walked all the way to Bugis Street trying to look for geeky specs but to no avail. Gah really disappointing and could sense that both of us were feeling guilty about lurking outside and not being at home to finish homework. Hehehe I can read your mind dokayzz. :) So after going 2nd level and down again and asking countless people, still nothing. Except one store: $39.90. Victoria Jomo's cheaper laaaa! >:( Blogshops even better: $6. Hmph cheat money cheat money oneee.

Okay then both of us decided there really wasn't anything so we went home. But we've matching watches now! :D Haha she has red, I have black wheeeeeeee. 8D

___

(Saw this really sad incident at Bugis Street)
Charmaine and I were @ this spectacle shop looking for geeky specs, and there was this girl helping out her mother at the shop. I was asking the girl whether I could take a look at the specs. I was pointing to the 3rd row and she accidentally took the specs on the second row. After that when we were about to leave, I heard her mom calling her:

"Stupid."

Wtfffff I hate such unreasonable parents even if her daughter's mentally challenged she doesn't have to do that right. Her daughter didn't even do anything! So poor thing I bet it's not her real daughter it's her adopted daughter or sth.

I hope her mom/aunt/ whateverzx gets her head knocked on her wall and gets brain cancer so she'll understand that children aren't meant to be treated like trash.

2008-09-03T11:19:00.005+08:00

11.23am

Hello quick post before I'm off for spaghetti. :) Changed the blog song! I don't care if you don't like click five or wtv I love these kind of gay pop songs hohohoz. Live with it! :D Think simple plan, click five, boys like girls. :D Okay my life is filled with music now because I practised piano from morning till now then I took a break and am bloghopping now. (Sinyee finally posted!) 8D

Piano exam's later but I'm feeling lighthearted and happy I don't care already as long as I do my best lah. :) I know my fingers will just go jelly in the exam room although I'm alright at home. :X Sigh someone tell me how not to be nervous. ):

Kk I'm really going now. Hehehe spaghetti here I come! :D

(/edit)

I'm backkk. Yours truly screwed up the scales real bad. :X :X I srsly just paused halfway and stoned there even though it was okay at home. And it was really really shaky. My pieces too. Someone just kill me. ): Okay I don't care already it's over I just hope I can pass.

My sister was watching this show on kids central and the woman was saying nerves ->make you nervous -> make your body and mind not work properly. LOLOLLOL. So exactly like what happened to me.

Hehehe I'm eating Marigold Yogurt now and I shan't give a damn anymore. :)

(/edit)

Hoho 2nd edit for the day. Charmaine just called and I was eggcited jumping around and all (Hahaha ask chengyee that always happens to me. :X) Hehe! Okay anyway Jiamin explained and explained and explained some more and finally got around the bush. :)

So! Tomorrow @ my house for the Science Project yay wheee. It's gonna be fun! :D

& I need someone to give me a huge spanky to get me back to homework.

2008-09-02T22:22:00.005+08:00

A thousand miles

I suddenly miss my Primary School a hell lot. ): The picture's hanging on my wall, and I was just wondering what some of my classmates are doing now. Only met 2 when I went back on Teachers' Day because the rest were apparently at the staff room looking for teachers so I left. I should have gone back earlier and I shouldn't have played tag so I could see them. (I know I sound like some errant truant kid). I need a hug from each and every one of them.

I was looking at the pictures my friends took, and all my teachers look exactly the same. I wonder why teachers don't change. Mrs Bong looks exactly the same. Mrs Seet was still wearing the red pants that she always wore. Same hairstyle, same spectacles. Mrs Soh's single ponytail and polo shirt's still there. I wonder how Ma Lao Shi's doing!!! Is she still there or what. :X

Oh god why didn't I stay longer and go kaypoh around the staffroom. ):

I remember every single thing clearly. Mrs Seet's dictations, 2 Nasi Lemaks + Fries for recess, or the bestest best cheesy sausage with fries (Oh yes the stall aunties still look the same), screaming when the bell rung after recess (HAHAHA!), running up 6 flights of stairs, bouncing the basketball up and down the stairs, eating all sorts of food in class, reading books under the table, boxcar children, getting caught for playing icy tower in the library, home econs, ghost story toilets, lifts, the super quiet general office, etc. etc.

Was looking through facebook and found that everyone's changed. But most amazingly, our teachers/stall aunties all look the same.

Sigh. I miss every single thing. I want to be Primary 6, no Primary 1 again. It was really fun.

(I didn't take these pictures. I didn't even see the people in these pictures because I was late that day. Credits to Yi Bin's/ Yun Hua's/ Kheng Wee's Facebook)

Just point to any one of them, and there'd be so many beautiful memories. Believe it or not, I was really naughty in Primary sch and got into all sorts of trouble hehehe. I could spend one whole day listing out the hanky panky. :)

2008-08-31T23:13:00.002+08:00

Rant.

1. It's 11.12pm now and there are some people acting in the playground outside my house and they're talking really loudly ugh so annoying. :/ I mean who would act in the dark dark night (esp. at a playground). It's those theatre kind of people. They've been there since 10pm. Gah inconsiderate people blah. :X

2. My piano teacher wasn't really satisfied still with my scales. And she's coming tomorrow. And I slept my whole afternoon away again today so I only have morning to practise. D: 2 more days to the exam. ):

3. There's not much homework but I'm not looking forward to the holidays at all. Half of it is gone practising for the piano exam + science project which I still do not understand what to do because it's phrased in a very interesting way but um, no instructions at all. How very exciting.

2008-08-29T13:50:00.011+08:00

Teachers' Day

Teacher's day was awesome shizzz. :D Hehe concert (Which was quite a disappointment but still well done dancers! ) then potluck then kiddy games. Changing was super fun also. Haha I looked like a full-time monster, thanks to the v. good make-up artists. :) Oh yes thank you Yuhua + Emily for the nails! 8)

Then we all rushedd down with collars up and all and were the latest. I love Jubix ohoho. Then concert blabla then potluck!!! Mayhem lah we took 2K's food and they were quite >:( Hehe nevermind sorry 2k! And then Sandwich making competition we won 1st prize! Haha go Jubix! :D

Then kiddy chase and tag and hide and seek and whatnot after the gym was empty was funnnnnnn. :D Yay we must play again alright. Then Rachel Serene Qiurui left so Yuhua Mark Zhangyang Janet Chengyee and yours truly walked around and played somemore then we skipped back to class to play hand games (but apparently we did not). Powder sliding in class but I didn't join in. Hehehe I is guai kia okayzzzzz. :D

Realised I hadn't given the teachers' presents + thesis essay and rushed off to put the stuff in lockers but I know it'll be abit too late gah. ): Nevermind it's the thought that counts! And I hope miss wee will still accept my essay. :/ Rushed off again cos' Annabelle had to leave RGPS at 1.15pm.

Sorry about talking incoherently I'm a bit excited and this is what happens when you mix Clara Lim + excitement.

Okay anyway cabbed back to school and met Annabelle + Amanda. Oh yes Vivian (2D) and Joey (2F) were in the cab in front of me! So qiao right. 8D Didn't see the rest of my P6 class though. :/ Sigh haha you know what, Annabelle and Amanda are both like one head taller than me. Those people who want to go taller, please stay temporarily in girls' schools. Annabelle was in a rush but she showed me her uber-cool DSLR Amanda and I were like ooh ahh aww.

Haha. Then she left and me and Amanda talked abit, then we left together. Oh man Amanda's still my best little Amanda she's not changed a bit. Seriously. We'll still go back together even if we're 30+ 40 years old okay. & for the last time, I don't have a boyfriend. Love you babe. ♥ :D

(/edit) Pictures! :) :)

I made a slideshow of today's pictures but somehow I can't upload it onto any hosting site or wtv!!! So frustrating. >:( Plus I went to find blogskins again but no suitable one sigh. ): But I'm almost done with piano I hope Miss Ong's satisfied tomorrow. :) Ooh yes and for the pic with Amanda, I tiptoed muahahahaha. 8D 8D At least I'm honest!

2008-08-27T17:39:00.003+08:00

Pictures :) [The Rapunzel Crazies, Role Play, French storybook, Food trip partners]

2008-08-27T16:44:00.009+08:00

Random.

Yay hello people I'm in a happygoodjolly mood now. :D ALL TESTS ARE OVER ! :D Heh just came home. Pics sooooooon! :) I'll type whatever that comes to my mind. Okay so Science groupings with Yuhua Wenting Charmaine (Li + Jia)min blabla yay hohoho I'm happy! :) :)

& Science Lab lesson was coooooolzxz popping some zinc/iron whatever but yay. And I feel like changing the blogskin but I need to find a suitable one. And I need to practice my piano or I'll fail for my piano exam hehehe. I hope I get a nice examiner! :)

Oooh yes and I haven't touched my ipod in 3-4 months i think it's geting rusty inside. And it looks really sexy without the skin! :) I'll go update it with new songs and create a Happy playlist. :) No sad songs for me I don't really like to listen to sad songs though they're nice they make me ): and make me think. And think.

Okay and Friday's gonna be damn funnnn! Pot Luck foood + movie dress-up woohoo. :D & RGPS yay hello Annabelle! :) :) But I know I'll be this damn short dwarf/ midget then Amanda Abirami etc. will be tallies and I'll be the only shorty bahahaha. Haha and girls grow faster than guys! Oh man can't wait to see Abirami my cutie hohoho. :)

Congratulations if you've finished reading this post! :D It's v. RaNdOm oooh yes Kimberly in St. John uniform iIsh very sexy and nerdy yay go Berberly ! :) & Chengyee's getting a new bag I'll help you source for one. Eh no go after exams! I'm ready to go with you to airport AMK Hub Sungei Buloh Park to help you find your purrrrrfect bag. :)

(/edit)

Oh yes I need to reply tags! Haha got alot of tags recently. And berberly! Please go make a blog lah you.

Rachel: Haha I iish not beautiful lah I'm an ahlian Rapunzel hohoho. Rachel is the beautiful one with long hair! :) Haha & your many many hair rubber bandzzz. :D Who made me wear them as bracelets huh huh huh! >:(

Serene: Okay Serene I'll make a Happy Present for you soooon okay. We get back Science paper and cry and make Happy Presents for each other kkk! lUbbx chUu W0rHzx. ♥

Chengyee: Hahaha okay you say you'll sing for me one ah! :D Preeeeeety Portia. :)

Charmaine: Haha yes I just found that if you scroll down my blog, half of it is filled with guys pics. :X Lol! :) & we got Natasha to finally post hahaha yay. :) -wipes off dust from her blog- :D

Sharon: Okay I've cheered up alr. :) Yeah one day I show you how to (Strum like a guitar) with the rubber bands k! :D

Kimberly: I shall not name my future daughter a name as long as yours because otherwise there'll be alot of variations of the name. (Berberly, Kimberber, berber etc.) Hahaha! Oh yes and __ removed her tagboard alr so no more stres-reliever bah. ): hAiish.

☃☃☃☃

2008-08-25T22:13:00.003+08:00

You're beautiful

Since I'm feeling better and in a good mood now (fit for a call, but no must 忍). Can you imagine that crazy girl actually typed this out to me on msn lol. :D Hahaha. & Also, I just finished bateh-ing, Mingwei too! I think we're the only 2 Jubix people who bateh rllyyy late. :/

Had to stand at the back (last row) for photoshoot cos' Sharon and I were late. D: Bah I was the only girl there and I know I'll look darn short. Meh nevermind. Haha Mr. Tan is very professional! (with his whistle hehehe)

I'll do the quiz, tagged by Yuhua! (who doesn't ever tag me :/)

Rules: Bloggers who have been tagged have to write 10 things about you which are all true.At the End, bloggers have to tagged another 10 people to do the quiz and have to tell them they have been tagged.

Happy reading.

1. I am an Auntie (of Miss Lim Beauty)! Not that I'm proud of being an Auntie but.

2. My piano standards are deteriorating my piano teacher is very angry because I always only practice the day before and my piano exam is next week.

3. I wish my hair was easier to tie so I don't always look like I just got out of bed.

4. I wish I had better time management. (Probably getting the laptop out of the room would help. Hmm.)

5. I know I just knoww there's a mosquito buzzing around somewhere in my room.

6. I am very careless sigh. (I hope my future children won't cos' carelessness really costs.) :( :(

7. I want to do scrapbooking after exams. I want to do many things after exams.

8. I'm going Bangkokkkkkkk ooh yeah baby!

9. I want to go to a concert (at least by the end of this year.) Mingweiiiii!

10. I want to change my blogskin I know it's wearing you out hahaha so girly but I love hearts w0rHhzxz too bad Nehxz. :D

*11. I currently have two rubber bands (which look like beehoon) on m braces and I'll have to wear them till next month. I'll never be able to laugh again.

Yay school ends at 12.15 tmr. Almost forgot it was Day 10! :D Haha dokay wokay I'm off to make prezzies now for special people who need a smile. 8D

2008-08-25T17:46:00.002+08:00

I don't know why, but everybody's >:( D: :( :/ :X !!( &#@#$@^$% nowadays. My heart's really really heavy I hate myself I don't know why. Sigh. Counselling session is on friday but I really want to call now. It's this terrible urge. I'm helpless.

2008-08-23T19:25:00.008+08:00

Mesmerized. *_*

Oh man the Olympics Track and Field is making me feel so... inferior. ): Haha I'm just a lump of fats lah the womens' bodies are so.. god-like and tanned. :D Heh I'm sounding like a lesbian already! :)

Oooh yes my Andreas Throkildsen from Norwayyyyy! :D Haha our Norwegian salmon comes from here. He's so... shuai lah there's no need for Photoshop or anything. :) :)

It's the commercial break now I'm going down later to watch after this! :D Oh yes and the prize presentation is really touching lah one day yes one day it'll be our Majulah Singapura okay! :D Go Sharon! Go Kimberly! 8D 8D 8D

(Insert Picspam here.)

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Shizzz I just missed him oh man stupid commercial breaks. And why must they run so many events concurrently at the same time!!! ): It's the prize presentation for men's 4x100 now. Haha my Dad just started watching too I asked him to call me down when it's javelin or high jump and he was like 'You like javelin?' Uh, Hehehe. :D

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Omg he's sooo cool lah he throws so effortlessly without all those dramatic actions and all. You should watch!!! He's leading now yay. -spins- :) I know he'll win I just know it!

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He won! :D Plus he broke an Olympic record 90++ m. But I'm sad cos' I didn't witness it blah. ): Oh well I'll just catch it on youtube when it's out. :/ But anyway,

GO ANDREAS THORKILDSEN! :D

2008-08-22T18:41:00.003+08:00

(Twilight-ing) in Progress

Helloooo! I am proud to say that I've completed the stupid com assignment today (with Mingwei's help hoho). Went home and slept till now. :X Anyway! I'm blogging because of Twilight. It's been eons since I read a book and it's hard to not keep me addicted to the book like this. I should really stop reading this in class but it's so :D.

Yay I'm at Chapter 15 or sth. already. :) Oh yes and I heard the movie's coming out this year!! Oh my my Edward Cullen. :D :D :D Can't waittttttt! :)

There're really quite a few people in our class who have read twilight before. Anyone else?

Qiurui
Janet
Sharon
Samantha
?

Tell meeee if you read alright we can go watch the movie together 21st November 2008! :)

P.S. On a lighter note, I lost like 5 marks + in the science test already and am prepared to fail. ): I just have this bad feeling. :X

2008-08-20T21:08:00.002+08:00

Morons.

1. Studying french for french test now. Am prepared to fail haha my french suckzxzx. ):
2. The Chinese song the CME teacher played is permanently stuck in my head and I'm unconciously humming it to myself in my brain hohoho. Anyone has it please send it to me thank you! :)
3. Hehe and yay Sharon I've let up alot of stress after doing ___! :D :D :D :D

大家加油！:)

2008-08-19T17:36:00.005+08:00

Kind Souls.

I don't know what's wrong with me I keep losing my things recently.

Just lost my handphone in a taxi. Was seriously stupefied and without thinking, I chased the taxi (only to realise it wasn't the one), and the real one just curved around the corner and left. I was seriously running like some moron the Indian Workers (doing some roadside construction) turned around and stared at me.

Then hopped on into another taxi and called my phone with the Uncle's phone. Omg I tell you this uncle's awesome. I'm gonna send an e-mail to his company. Thank you Uncleeeee! He drove me to find the taxi, but we didn't find it in the end. And he helped me get the taxi company's number and all. He didn't even want to accept the taxi fare. Thank you, Mr Tan! :D :D

Was seriously relieved when the person picked up my phone and (Travis) he promised to meet up with me at his house. Some really patient ang moh guy. I'm going there later when Dad comes home.

There are really angels in this world, thank you each and every one of you. :)

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Got back my phone!!! :D Heh that guy stays near our (future) school. There was a hugeeee traffic jam on the way back. Sigh PIE.

CLARA LIM JIAYING, PLEASE BE MORE CAREFUL!

2008-08-18T16:52:00.004+08:00

SHIT OUR SCHOOL HAS A FUCKING DISHONEST BOOKSHOP CASHIER.

She took my $50, and it's disappeared forevermore.

How nice.

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Am still fuming over this. I really seldommm lose money. The only time was when I lost my wallet in Chinatown(?). I swear I'll never bring more than 50 to school ever again.

What I'm disgusted most is with the person, not the money lost. How someone can be so... sickening and deny in succession when he/she's the one. Sigh what is the world coming to. ):

2008-08-16T22:33:00.005+08:00

Fangirl phase.

Hello World. I am currently addicted to Rainbow by DBSK. I don't know what country it's from. Japan/ Korea/ Taiwan? Oh man I didn't know that K-pop (if it is) was this nice!! :D Heh it's been on my itunes playback since today. It's really catchy, you just have to love it! :)

I've not been in my fangirl mode since forever. (Think Kim Jeong Hoon and princess hours and hana kimi and Wu Zun!) Haha they're like so over already lah I know I'm really noob at korean dramas and whatnot. Hehe but if I happen to watch one episode I swear I'll be addicted so. Best to abstain from any K-drama vice. :)

Go listen a few times and like it!

(Oh yep btw should I remove the blog song/ add a new one?)

Rainbow-dbsk

Hehe yay Bugis again tomorrow for History Project. I hope it'll be productive!!! We've not started on anything yet. :/ I need to go to the sony shop to repair my camera and go to push-cart stall that sold me the tatiri watch last week. It doesn't workkkk. Real rip-off gah I hope the owner will refund me or sth. :(

2008-08-16T11:06:00.004+08:00

Break.

I can't help this hehe Michael Phelps picspam!!! :D I have a sudden fetish for Phelps he's awesomezx to the m@x. :)

(Credits to Glitterbella)

I loveee watching table tennis matches why must it be on a friday!! ): Yay I'm so happy for Singapore. :D :D Feng Tianwei FTW! First silver medal after 48 years omg yayyyyyyy.

Congratulations, Singapore.

2008-08-15T23:41:00.009+08:00

When you look me in the eyes,

I find my paradise.

Hello. Gosh am so tired I am stuck to my chair hehe sat down there after dinner my legs are srsly numb. :X Guides!!! It was actually quite fun I always feel satisfied on fridays, I somehow like fridays now. :D I've a gazillion things to say but I is lazy hoho I shall type whatever comes to my mind.

Oh yeah just finished moodle science quiz. :/ Was so scared that it'd crash halfway on me, but moodle's been quite a good girl lately. :D

Oh yes and Mr Biollo! He's freaking cute lah. His voice really projects and his pronunciation is so clear and his face looks darn cute from any angle. He looks like a teddy bear!!! :D Hehehe I want him as my teacher leh I'll be ROFL (Rolling on Floor Laughing everyday) just that there isn't much of a floor in our classroom. I think ang mohs are cool! 8D

"School computers are the slowest in the world."

Why can I remember this but not the chemical formula for calcium. Sigh. ):

___

Okay now I remember my main purpose for blogging. (Don't read if you don't want to!!)

Hello wello dear. Sigh I want to have another phone call (It's friday again!) but I know we'll always exceed. & We always don't know how to end unless it gets cut off/ I accidentally press some weird button/ your phone batt dies. ): I can't imagine life without my phone-call partner, anyway heard that those VJC people are leaving in october?

Sigh. Please take care of yourself alright. Be an SC in VJC and pass with flying colours in everything and find new friends. Don't let people look down on you!!! I love you dow to the blackheads on your nose. :D & Just so you know, I'm always that phone call away. ♥

Stupid girl you still owe me trolley rides. ):

2008-08-14T18:28:00.005+08:00

Hello people Imma happy girl now. Got my Yak Pak!!!!!

-does a split in mid-air and twirls around-

Hehe & Sinyee just received the 3 neon pink shades for Char herself and me hohoho thanks dear for helping us get even so last minute and chip-chip too!!

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

2008-08-10T22:42:00.004+08:00

10.41pm

It's been another long week. Cross-country, enduring, movie marathon, meetings, homework piling up since I've not touched anything since thurs. Just came back from the hospital, and had my bath. Grandpa's having his operation tomorrow morning, we'll all pray for him. He'll be strong I know. And he became a Christian today. :)

I'm just so glad that I can communicate with him and all, since he reads and writes english. I really want to write to my grandma too, but she can't read. ): I know she's been suffering through all these too I know, and yet she's still standing strong. ♥

Grandpa replied to the letter that I wrote to him, didn't dare to read it and savoured all of it when I got home from the library. He's really awesomeee. :D

Stay strong, you'll pull through.

I'm blogging alot more nowadays because I want to record down the memories. I don't want them to be lost. Or maybe because I just don't want to get started on my homework. :/

All I want is to read all these many years down the road. And no, I don't really care if Mas Selamat/Osama Bin Laden reads my blog anymore, because it's all about me. :)

2008-08-10T19:31:00.005+08:00

Who says that fool of Hagar's offspring, ha?

MOV Discussion today was well, quite a failure. Haha with Zhangyang Rachel Natasha Ze Qing. :D :D

1. Zhangyang changed his seating position (whilst reading some ulu Chinese book) every few seconds. Attempted to sit on a rocking chair and fell very unglamourously. 8D

2. Zhangyang was walking backwards, bumped into this China Guy and the China guy said "你的头没有眼睛啊！” China Guy then tripped over Rachel and said, “啊，我也是。” Hehe didn't get the joke but Nata and Rachel were laughing like crazy we missed a few lifts. Tsk Zhangyang, next time wear your spectacles at the back of your head so you can see better. :)

3. Survey-Forming! LOLLLLL. Nata and I started filling in this form for the exhibits which we zoomed in on but couldn't unzoom lol! We wrote Shakespearean quotes for the feedback, & one was in french. Heh super funny I hope the Boss doesn't see it. Pictures of survey forms another day. :)

4. PHOTOBOOOOOTH! Hahahaha the girls were in fits again lah damn funny hohohoz. Spot ugly arms + Clara becomes Ugly Betty. ): ): ):

But I'm posting this for your entertainment okay don't you dare laugh!

♥ & There was my crazy day.

2008-08-10T11:23:00.005+08:00

Tag Replies

I just havee to reply tags heh. Off to send Grandpa to the hospital for his operation in 10 mins time, then National Library for MOV. :)

Chengyee: Yay POLYVORE POLYVORE! :D Hahaha okay I'll definitely be a rich taitai one day you just wait. Anyway, the website is cheat people one. See no touch, touch no see kkk! :D

Sharon: Welcome! Happy National day to you too. :D

Mingwei: Mingwei! You must explain to me Ocean's 13 alright! :D Sigh it was really boring I need to go on a course to teach me how to understand american accents. :/

Rachel: Haha yes. -fangirls- Sigh Brad Pitt already has a wife and 18391273 kids heh and he's quite old too! Don't care he still looks hot even when he's eating y'know! :D

Zhangyang: Hiiiiiii haha you toot lah pinch me for what, I got no fats for you to pinch one. :/ Haha thanks for all the explaining during ocean's 13 it helped! :)

Kimberly: Yeah Bryan's insulation was great manzxzx, I felt hotter after that. Thanks for your concern kimberly dardarzxzzx! :X

2008-08-09T07:38:00.006+08:00

Movie Marathon.

Not very happy now after hearing stories about SOME irresponsible bitchy Dunmanians. >:( I didn't really experience it because I wasn't with 2J but their behaviour after Step Up 2 was the limit. Oh man I never dreamt that that'd be such people in our school. Attention-seeking eh? They think they're seniors, so they think they have the authority to behave this way? If they do this to others/strangers, as what Chengyee said "They'd use chopsticks to poke their eyes." Sigh hate wasting my breath on such people.

Anyway, movie marathon '08 wasn't up to my expectations bleh. :/ My summary + ratings!

Oceans 13

Boringgggg. Heh, still don't understand what the show is about. Men, women, casino, vice, money. :D I forgot the ending somemore. ): The only memorable thing about the show is that Brad Pitt is teh hottestzxzx. 8D

★★★★★

Death Note 2

It was in Jap? Didn't understand much, and the subtitles were in fantizi too. :/ Heh but Serene explained to me throughout the show haha I'd turn to her ever so often and ask her what was happening?!?! Thanks so much dear though I still don't really understand. :D & I like the black guy more than the white guy.

★★★★★

Home Alone 3

Best out of all!!!! Heh. Even though it's always the same storyline - One boy, busy parents, boy called police, parents didn't believe, boy thinks of other methods, parents are convinced and happily ever after lalalala. :D Hahaha! Watched with Serene Zhangyang Qiurui Limin Wenting the whole theatre was in fits la !!! :D The small little boy's a genius hohoho. I need to borrow him to think of ideas for April Fools Tricks yay! So funny esp. Wenting's laughter makes me wanna laugh too. 8D

A must watch.

★★★★★

The Leap Years

Quite niceee. Don't understand why so many people were sleeping, but I love supporting Singapore films!! Oh yep, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY PEOPLE! :D :D Wong Li Lin's really pretty and I love the quotes. & Yay she got Jeremy in the end I was so worried. It's actually reallyyy touching if only if they had (prettier) actors who could speak better hahaha! :D

"You often find your destiny on the path you take to avoid it."

"You don't need anyone's approval to love someone, so why bother about what others think?"

"Some people rush into a relationship just because they crave for care and concern, and find out that the guy's not the perfect one after all."

♥

★★★★★

Step Up 2

Slept almost 3/4 of the show. Couldn't tahan forcing my eyes open anymore, so fell asleep on Sharon's cushie! Hohoho. Then woke up 1 and a half hours later, they're still dancing. Slept again, and when I woke up the movie was over. Yay. -.-

But from my experience, I think Step Up (1) is so much better! At least there's a nice storyline. This one's lacking abit in terms of storyline, but then again, I've no right to comment since I didn't watch the whole show. :/

No rating for this one!

Yay breakfast was the tau huay @ ghim moh market my favee. And loads of snacking and Nasi Lemak for supper hahaha we're all full and happy now. :D Catch up on sleep people, and Happy National Day! Be patriotic! (Sharon remember to wear red fbts hohoho.) :D :D

2008-08-08T14:30:00.008+08:00

Shopping 101

2.30pm. Am at home now. Sigh why do all the shopping sites have to look so tempting. ): Not gonna list clothes because I think I have an overflowing cupboard already and I've not worn any spree clothes/ new clothes out at all. :X

I ~~want~~ need:
1. A Yak pak/ Eastpak oh gosh the designs are super pretty i am seduced. ): But I still love my crumpler leh.

2. Polaroid come to mama. ):

& Since Chengyee said my blog lacks pictures;

3. DSLR I don't careeeee. This should be on the top of my list if not for the need of school. The pictures are really really pretty and "alive", it's worth the investment. I can't stop staring at the DSLR-taken pictures. I want to be a photographer when I grow up!!! :D

Btw, who wants to work at Macdonalds at the end of the year?

Yeah that's just about what's occupying my mind 90% of the time now. Sigh someone save me from all these evil temptations I need to stop being bimbo. :/ Which has been partly influenced my unbeloved twit who got 3rd in level (I think you sa jiao-ed to get your place right.)

Hmph. :(

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I don't know why this is all hyperlined the html's kinda screwed heh. Resist the urge to click it! And. Leap years, Bourne Ultimatum, Step Up 2, here I come. :)

2008-08-07T17:25:00.005+08:00

It's raining, it's pouring, the old man's snoring.

The good old rainy season's back. It just started drizzling -oh no now it's raining heavily- so I've decided to post heh. :D Love rainy days. Sit at home, listen to the rain, get cosy and emooo. Yeah not exactly but it's that rainy cosy feeling. Heh I know you get what I mean! :D

Rainy season's back. (Though Geog txtbook said dry spells are from June to sept hoho.) Anyway, LSP today was slack. Played games and Junyi Mingwei entertained us yay! (Coupled with Junyi's famous giggles) & Rachel Chia you don't think I don't know I saw you sneakily taking pictures huh how very sneaky! 8D

IT'S SERIOUSLY POURING NOW OH GOSH.

Aww. Oh yes people you must visit this site www.polyvore.com It's reallyyy fun you get to match those things you like in a collage! :) I really want to shop aiya have not gone out in ages. May post my shopping wishlist later hohoho I hope it doesn't bore you out! :D

& Sharon (I always type Shaton lol) get well soon dear you'll be okay. Must die die also come for Movie Marathon alright! Don't pressure yourself when running, take care of your health. No more Milo for you, switch to milktea/ peach tea or water k.

Your stitch! Think of it this way alright, haha! :D Luvvvya you can do it. ♥

2008-08-07T00:48:00.004+08:00

12.47am

Don't know why I'm still awake but I'm not sleepy so I don't sleep heh. :D Anyway! My tagboard's very much alive (Because of nuffnang discussion) heh I am happyyyy. :B

Geog Test today yay it's over. I don't want Science test to come. I hate Physics. (The sole reason because we have the greatest Science teacher on earth). & Moodle crashed again how great. Keeps giving me heart attacks like during the History Forum Discussion time. ): I e-mailed Miss Ling last minute and she even added me on MSN to contact me lol. Scary.

Anyway, Mingwei and I concluded that

Moodle is a stupid noodle yay. 8D

Oh yep and Happy Birthday Mark! Heh awesome jokes I'll never forget and hope you get A* for all your subjects and get into 3M and get back your assignments/projects on the day you want it to. :)

2008-08-05T17:22:00.004+08:00

Thank you/谢谢你/Merci

Hello lovelies wasn't intending to post but (!) I have this strong urge to so here I am. Heh anyway, 201st post I is a proud mama. :D

1. Thank you -looks at title- for ALL your encouragements/advice/presents/smiles, etc. Everything really helped thank you so much. :D At times like this, all these little things make my day a lot better. 8D

Esp. Sinyee! Haha love the little booklet it'll be my daily bible now I'll try to look at it everyday to make me :D. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ (Aiyo infinity hearts for you lah hehehe)

& This is random but Kimberleeeeee (balls) you must visit my blog more often k I also want hits! :D

2. Yay this week school has been (almost) perfect Geog marks are :) ++ 电影马拉松

Highlight of ze week! :D Yay can't wait who wants to watch a horror movie with me!

3. Dearest Mingwei 小姐,

please get well soon! Haha I've been showered by sneezes and your blowing-of-nose for the whole week. :D Hehehehe! But I don't mind. Just please please please get well soon alright it's weird having a sick Mingwei and I want you to be healthy, wealthy and wise.

GO AWAY MINGWEI'S GERMS TO MARS OR VENUS WE DO NOT CARE BUT WE DO NOT LIKE YOU. D:

& Yijia Junyi Gordon (or all sick & grumpy people) please get well soon too okay you guys need energy for tests and the Marathon (both the movie one and the non.) :D

2008-08-02T21:03:00.006+08:00

Worry doesn't empty tomorrow of sorrow, it empties today of strength.

Sigh. I need to stop saying sigh. ): Just visited Grandpa. He's soooo thin now he was all skin and bones when I hugged him. He's still happy and optimistic as though nothing has happened though. It pains my heart lah as much as I tell myself not to cry in front of them I just burst into tears when I saw him.

Didn't dare look at the X-Rays and all though my Grandpa proudly showed me his surgery scar on the stomach. I must really hand it to him. It's as though nothing has happened but I don't know where he gets this optimism from. He kept saying that "He'll be okay" even though we all know it's not. I really cannot imagine how I can live without him.

Europe tour's cancelled because we all want to stay and spend time with him. My mom visits him every night, and maybe I'll tag along sometime too.

When I was young and stayed at my Grandparent's house, I'd always wave to my Grandma from below and she'd be waving back (at the window) when I went home. Today I waved back again (in the longest time I hadn't) and it seriously felt like childhood again. I want to turn back the clock. I seriously want to.

I'd do anything, for just more time.

Anyway he passed me an envelope of pictures. Compare my mum and me. (I'm fatter of course hehehe.)

2008-08-02T01:37:00.005+08:00

Live, Laugh, Love.

The 199th.

It's 2.01 am now, it's been a long week. Was so glad when I saw the text from the Beauty, haha long phone calls help to nurse your heart. :D History test was alright. Chinese test results were okay too, and I owe someone Chicken Seaweed. ): I want to study hard and do my Grandpa proud. Visiting him tomorrow, or actually it's today since it's past 12am already. :) :) :)

2008-07-31T21:53:00.003+08:00

I don't feel like going to school tomorrow. I don't feel like going for guides even though it's t-shirt making. I want to stay at home and think. I want to visit kong kong. ):

2008-07-31T21:35:00.005+08:00

I'm fucking scared now my Grandad only has one year to live. I want to cry but no tears can come out. Shit, I'm crying. I feel so terrible. I want to hug my grandpa you know I've never done that before. And this year I couldn't even attend his birthday. Somemore he even called me and told me that it might be his last birthday. (He was completely fine then.) Oh man. I've not seen him for eons.

I'm a mess I wish I was the one who got cancer instead. It's so hard. Seeing how my sister doesn't know and she's still the happy little kid makes me feel terrible, because she's really close to my grandpa and I don't know how she's going to respond when he disappears one day. Fuck cancers, go to hell.

I don't want kong kong to die. I love you, Kong Kong. ♥

It's too little, too late.

2008-07-27T21:39:00.006+08:00

I want a trolley ride, will you give me one?

9.39pm.

I know I really shouldn't be here cos' I've wasted my entire weekend away eating, sleeping, and thinking. I still have my jian bao to do later, shit. But it's all inside me I can't contain any longer. ):

Weige's send-off at the airport was really emotional, never expected all the jubix girls to cry like that, but it was really heartwarming. :D Heheh I think we're like, the most bonded class in Singapore. Almost half the class turned up okay!!! And I seriously felt like bursting into tears when I saw Gordon, in all his shirt-tucked-in with a broad grin wonderfullness (pardon my english), came too. :D

Gosh haha I really wanted to give him a hug then, never expected him to turn up cos' he looks like the sleep-early type and he probably wanted to study. But yeah, he turned up in his true Dunmanian spirit. :D

HELLO GORDON IF YOU'RE READING THIS! (which I doubt you will but anyway. :D )

Reached at around 9pm, but in the short 2 hours to 1 pm everybody was just trying to make the most out of Weige, endless photos taken, presents given; it was like trying to shove all our love into him just at the last 2 hours he was spending with us. Sigh. Pocky fights, scissors-paper-stone games, poker cards and a mixture of all things else whilst we waited for l1 to come.

Sending him off at the departure gate was ):. Everybody just burst into tears (Excluding the boys minus Wilson). I hate the departure gates. Evil glass walls I seriously wish I could break them down in a glare. Yijia and I wanted to give him one last hug, but I guess 'one last' will never be enough.

I seriously can't bring myself to wish him well, because I think S'pore is way better. I'm sorry. It hurts just to say 'have fun in Vancouver', because Singapore is the best home anyone could have. With the HDB flats and kiasuism the lah lor lehs and the food, you just have to love it. Anyhow, all the best and please do contact us. I hate to see you go, and I hope you'll get into Harvard/ UBC or (insert famous university's name here). And be happy.

I've been eating and sleeping the whole weekend (Again) I didn't even do anything today because I wasted 5 hours sleeping my afternoon away after lunch. I hate myself I think I look and feel like a pig. Snort.

Had dinner, msn-ed a bit, went downstairs to find someone to talk to, bathed and I'm here. The house is so gloomy and sad, I don't know whether it's because the lightbulb is less bright or because it's just me.

Sigh. Dad just told me that my Grandpa is sick. I'm worried for him because he always eats so little when he's here and he has no appetite. He's one of the best men I've met in my life. He taught me how to ride my first bicycle at the void deck/ condo carpark. I still remember him helping me do my kindergarten homework because I was busy watching some cartoons and got scolded by my teacher. :X And oh yeah he bought me my first pair of Heelys, which I happily scooted around in. (Remember that?)

He always remembers to buy me my favourite vegetarian food when he comes though I don't eat it now because I always come home so late from school. Man, I don't know what to do when he's gone. I always tell myself to appreciate him but i don't know where to start now that I'm so far from him. I really want a good talk with him, but why must I wait till he's sick then feel the urge? I'm a terrible granddaughter.

I'm an emotional wreck. I seriously need a listening ear, not someone who will ask me to cheer up. I need someone to be frank with me, listen quietly and just hear an answer in a soothing voice. Miss Lim Beauty where are you.

2008-07-26T13:27:00.002+08:00

Farewell

Going to airport later at 9pm to send Weige off. Anyway, yesterday's farewell party was really touching. Sigh. Love Jubix x infinity. ♥

To Weige:

All the best. Do take care and feel free to visit us when you're back in S'pore okay! Heheh and please record your Aristocrat-voice so we can follow and read as well as you. Hope you get into the university you want, and I'm hoping to see you become the future Canadian president. :)

2008-07-22T17:00:00.007+08:00

Short update because there are so many things on my mind. :X Will be off to finish weige's page and pictures after this! :D

1. My attention span is seriously terrible, I need to get the macbook out of my room.

Heheh I'm super desperate I even put the "You should be studying" as my wallpaper but I can't help it!!! I keep getting distracted by the sexy thing (:D) halfway through homework to download songs/visit blogs/ visit moodle etc., just to get my hands off it for a while. ):

2. I keep thinking about the geek specs I saw @ Haji Lane. Must get it. Wish I could fly there in an instant and get it now. ): Hope it doesn't get sold out by the time i (even manage to) get it.

3. Chinese test was difficult haha my hands got a nice workout. I lost more than 6 marks already. ): [BUT I STILL AM DETERMINED TO GET MY POCKY HOHO. :D] Crosses fingers! :) I am Huayu coooool okayz. 8D

2008-07-18T23:01:00.002+08:00

Thiix iish wHaat Happenzxzx when Clara Miits pHoToBoOth Worhhzxzx

Heheh omg so zilian but very belly fun!!!!!!!!!! :D

2008-07-18T21:32:00.006+08:00

9.37PM

Just finished practising piano, and I'm up here. :) Sigh. There's this FPS Competition at (7am?) at RGS tomorrow I hate waking up early you know I know especially on a nice lazy saturday! >:(

Oh wellllll.

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Last year's FPS Competition was traumatising. Worse than sitting for exam can. 2h cooped up in a room scribbling on the paper. ): Heheh last year was with Janet Tricia and Jiajian(?) and I had great team members. But it's a heart attack. We were still calculating to the very last minute.

I don't know why I feel so empty and blah this past week I don't feel like doing anything I have no appetite I am... not happy. Life's so mundane I keep thinking about the after-exam freedom we had last year which was so so... blissful. :)

I feel like a robot getting out of bed and to school, finishing assignments and scribbling notes but yeah, school's like that. ): But making presents and notes for people in class is :D! Heheh hope those who received my letters/notes/presents are :). I feeeeeel productive. Maybe I can own a gift company someday! Hahahahaha.

Today wasn't a very fun day either. I don't know why but I look forward to Chinese more than LA now. ): Maybe because I dread the thought of copying down notes and (maybe!) Merchant of Venice overload hohoho. But Chinese always passes faster than LA, don't you think?

Yay but what made me a little happier was when Mr. Ek (supposedly) didn't come and we had a fleeeeee period. 8) 8) 8) Hahaha went to play ___ and won 30 cents! :D Spanky you Yiren and Grace heheh! Tell me I'm lucky yes I am. Haha I was much much happier for some reason after that. :)

Took photos and I have VERY VERY RARE PICHAZZ of my dearest Mingwei Chee Cheong Fun and Junyiiiiii. :) Heheh and went around the class kay-pohing during Math.

"Can you close the envelope after you open it?"

HAHAHAHAHHA LOL INSIDE JOKE YIJIA JANET HUSH! :D

-Thee shall post pictures!- :D I have lots this week.

(Eh omg looking at the pictures, my week was rather eventful!)

Disclaimer: I can't put some illegal photos and cannot resist putting spastic photos but I is kind. :D

My models for The Miss Lim Beauty Sash! :D

Gosh took 2 hours to do this. ): Heheheh off to sleep! :)

2008-07-11T19:10:00.008+08:00

Praise the Lord

I'm sick. Struggled to keep myself awake throughout the lessons with a terrible sore throat. I couldn't even walk properly; almost banged into the door at the 2G classroom (when chionging the remaining math report with weige) after being chased out of 2 classrooms 2 times by 2 different groups of people. ):

I'm just so, so tired.

I really wanted to go for guides today and at least fufill the attendance record but my body and throat just said no. I seriously couldn't take it any longer, my immunity was at an all-time low.
Looked for Ms Ngau and she asked me to go home and rest, thank god she's actually quite a nice person I was afraid that she'd be angry and force me to go.

Last night in bed after chionging the math report I felt so so terrible. My throat was inflammed and all I rolled in bed thinking I wouldn't be able to make it to school today. But I just prayed really really hard to God and asked him to help tide me over, for just one more day. And I woke up in the morning feeling much much better. After just 2 hours of sleep.

Thank you, God. It's a miracle that I survived these past few days with so little sleep but you've always been the one who givews me strength. Even when I'm seriously tired in class and I feel that I'm almost about to collapse, God gives me strength to continue. God is seriously great.

It's been a terrible week. I've been trying my hardest not to show my tiredness in class, and to be my usual self. Today was the limit. Forced smiles, swallowed laughter, one-worded answers. Even recess (whilst I was trying to finsh my art) was a time for me to emo and think of my screwed-up life.

I really want to go to church again. But I'm scared I can't cope, what with the endless projects and homework that's slowly killing me. I feel guilty thinking that I'm a person who has no time for God, yet at the same time there's this image of a truckload of other things demanding my time I don't know what to do.

Anyway, I was pretty inspired by Qiu Rui's email, which went along the lines of this non-church goer who still believes in the power of God. :) I'm so so so thankful to God for the strength he's given me these past few days, and though I don't go to church and all, my heart is always with God.

Praise the Lord. And friends who are there for you too.

"God loves each of us as if there were only one of us. "
-St. Augustine

2008-07-03T21:04:00.004+08:00

IDMI 8D

Haha Chengyee already announced this on her blog. Heheh anyway!

MLA ♥ MLB

For more info, go to hidden-to-me@blogspot! 8)

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Yay IDMI was a success, after all that stay-up-till-3am chionging and all, it's finally... over. Aw man I really miss the past few days even though it was really tiring and all.

At 3am:

Click! 8)

I miss... the circuit pumpings (LET'S DO IT AGAIN SOMEDAY K DOUBLE HAPPINESS) :D I need practice too hoho. The impossible quiz. The surveys. The laughter. The jokes. Going home. Slacking alot. (& Chionging on MSN after that). 8D

[There's really too many to list.]

Janet: Haha thanks for sponsoring your house for meetings + your helpful family + food. 8) And you're a pro girl you always make everything go right in the end. ♥ Haha please catch up on sleep my dear girl we can be twin pandas already (if you want!) :D :D Heheh sorry for the times when I was slacking, I'm a bad group leader bah. (I know you will forgive me!) Thanks for staying up late with me the past few days and the aweshum 12-page report!

- Big hug.- 8D

Chengyee: Hello Little Miss Beauty (Your name is so long! D: ). You've been this great great partner who's always there heheh with all the great ideas! :D I loved working with you, all the fun we've had together is :D. Haha and the talks made me high heheh I've been sleeping late I need to catch up on sleep! Eh and you know how much I love you so now I won't love you for a while. Too much love already heheh. ♥

Oh and please eat your lime green crazy pills often okay no morning blues alright! Morning Lime green instead hohoho.

Jiamin: Hey hello haha thanks for all the 'jiayous' it really helped I feeeeeeeel good and motivated. ^^ Haha CIRCUIT PUMPINGS ARE PWNAGE AGREE WITH ME. :D Another day we shall do it again alright! Must persevereeee. 8)

Mark: All the memorable jokes made the project much easier. And the artwork and all are super nice! :D Thanks.

I LOVE DOUBLE HAPPINESS. :D

2008-06-29T01:21:00.005+08:00

Survey @ Plaza Sing

My first time doing a survey. Was rlly excited at first, and it turned out quite well. :) Hehehe I love my IDMI team! :D Went around with Janet, got rejected, said a thousand and one thank yous, and told myself that I'd never reject anyone out to survey me again.

It's a traumatising experience hohoho. :D Heheh anyway janet and me managed to finish 40+ together BUT (!)

MISS CUBING BEAUTY IS MOST BEST. :) 8) :D

Heheheh. - I can practically see her grinning.- :D There were really nice people: "Good Luck for your project!" ++ Many constructive suggestions oh gosh I love them lah they're angels hohoho. :D

Another one was like "Hi. We're from Dunman High and we would like to take up a very short while if you could please - "

"NO."

WTF I feel like I could smash her into a million pieces. ): Squashed my ego muahahaha but at least she could have said No thank you right! You should have seen the way she said "No" defiantly. D: D: D: I hope she loses her job one day and has to survey instead and let's see how she faces a rejection, with a huge angry "NO". ):

I'm mentally and physically drained right now, and I can't talk hoho. :D But, the sense of satisfaction srsly overpowers this. Right, Chengyee? :D

++ A big thank you to Janet 我爱你 (X100000) for being the BEST-EST-EST-EST-EST (!) survey partner ever. Don't ever give up alright, courage is going from failure to failure without losing enthusiasm. :D Thanks for all those pats on the back plus your most helpful happy family! :D ♥

+++ To those people whom we've surveyed, thanks for taking the time. (Though you probably in a millionth chance won't read this).
I know I wouldn't have stopped last time; but now I understand and I gladly will. At least there're still some kind souls out there. ♥

2008-06-26T17:23:00.005+08:00

School is bad for health.

Was feeling really screwed the past few days - Chionged history project only the day before + French test revision was done the day before and I was looking for my french notebook frantically about the house to no avail.

Bah. It was at the MOELC the whole holiday. Heh, bet it must've enjoyed it's time there. ._.

Anyway, one word: I hate procrastination I shall not procrastinate but still do procrastinate in the end. I think that's the root of the problem. ): Maybe they should create a 'Little Miss Procrastination' tee.

Meh. All these at the expense of my health I've been sleepin at 12/1+ these few days and wake up seeing my dark rings getting darker and darker each passing day. D:

Oh well. But now that French test's over + history project done, I think I can sleep early today hoho. I miss my holiday sleeping hours. ):

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On to Electives!

Disclaimer: Chose the remaining two electives so didn't have much of a choice. (I chose late! D:)

Day 1 Electives - Floral Arangement (Elementary)

Wasn't as bad as I'd thought. In fact, it was mighty good hoho. Made a corasage and a pretty bouquet. :) It's still surviving on my study table hehe so beat that yay. The instructors were super helpful my ribbons and all were half done by them but the arrangement of the flowers and all were done by meee. 8)

They even did this pretty red rose bouquet demonstration omg I was awed the red is really dark blood red, no wait, even darker than blood-red! :D Oh gosh so niceee they shouldn't have wasted it give it to me! :)

Couldn't resist the urge to take pics of the flowers, so preeeeeety! (Will post them later heheh)

Heheh and I might be a florist when I grow up, watch out k.
(Yeah, & sell fake flowers. -.- )

Yay I love my camera. And all these pics are unedited, I swear. :) One day, I'm going to get a dslr. :D Bah but I guess that 'one day' will take a longgg time.

Day 2 Elective - Script Writing
With Kimberly Yuhua Charmaine Neo. Listened to a Chinese theatre director talk through the whole 4 hours. Hmm, and played a vegetable game where we had to name a vegetable/ say a dish. Split into groups later (chosen by the teacher) and did pretty much boring stuff. D: Note to self: Don't procrastinate and choose better electives next year.

Nevertheless, Haribo and Hello Panda kept me awake spankyew very much! :D

Fire Station Modules

Presentations? CPR demonstration, bandaged head, Fire practical, chicken rice, Phua Chu Kang movies, etc. etc. :D I love fire engines! 8) Red hot hohoho. And the first thing that comes to my mind when talking about fire stations is the sliding pole. I want to do that one day. 8D

Didn't bring camera so I don't have much pictures.

Haha here's one for you.

IDMI week next can't wait! 8)

2008-06-22T18:42:00.004+08:00

6.54pm, close to dinner time
(I'm just waiting for the dinnerbell to ring!)

Just woke up from my deepest/sweetest/longest nap of the week. Haha I ♥ Sunday naps.

And just befor I forget/fall asleep before 12 again, :

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY CHEONG MINGWEI! :D

Heheh you crazy chee cheong fun you've been waiting for you birthday for ages I know heheh. And it's finally here! Hahaha I can picture you leaping into the air at the stroke of midnight blowing kisses everywhere. Haha put your yoga to good use! :D That's my Mingwei hoho. All you need to do now is, await your present tomorrow and have the sweetest dreams of clara ballet dancing.

:)

&&I can't wait for school to start heheh. Electives, then IDMI (with time to do unfinished homework yay.) Heheheh. :D So fast 4 weeks have gone by seriously, but I can't wait to get back to school! I miss;

The morning rush to the parade square and procrastination till the very last minute,
Fresh morning air,
Standing under the hot global warming sun listening to announcements,
2J's coldest classroom and putting on our cozy jackets,
Group 3's cute little 3 x 3 tables (:D),
the drinks stall's milo and peach tea + nata [Someone teach me to make that at home ++ I don't wanna clean up the mess heheheh! ],
Thinking when recess will come,
Counting down the timetable,
asdjashdkajs more and of course the people lah. ♥

Back to school! :)

2008-06-17T16:42:00.002+08:00

Hellow. :B

I've been such a lazyass this holdiay sorry for not updating! :X

On a lighter note, the forever 21 package arrived heheheh I am the happiest girl on earth! (: When I saw the postman outside my house, I had this feeling that my package has arrived, and it was really with that postman! :O Thank you Mr. Postman! 8)

-thinks hard-
Hmm nothing interesting has been happening lately, unless you count that I've finished watching the whole Cycle 10 of ANTM on youtube my eyes are going blind already. ): & the golden kiwi is in season now I've been eating that everday hohoho. :) Hehehe I sound like the recipe for a couch potato: eat + watch tv = fat pig.

I'm pretty satisfied with the homework I've done already but I haven't started on my Chinese book !!! Every few words I read, I need to check the dictionary. (haha I don't lah of course, but you get what I mean) Don't even understand what the whole story's talking about! D:

Shall put it off until school starts then blog. Yay history meeting on Thursday I can finally get out of the house, heh. :D
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And I realised it's been longgggg since I replied tags! Bah so sorry, will reply now! 8D

Chengyee: Hahahaha you can't think of a nickname for me one lah. Because I have an ability called "Nicknaming ability", plus my life is really boring hehe. -Looks up at post- :D 8D Aiyo haven't talked to you for so long already I feel weird. :X

Mingwei: Alright, I shall be aloe vera! :D CLARA ALOE VERA MERAH (RED) EH NO TANAH MERAH!

HAHAHAHA OMG. 8)

Rachel: Haha Mrs Vora aye. You guys have a v. vivid imagination! Oh yep sure kope the pics from photobucket. I'll try to put it in a thumbdrive and give it to you when school reopens okay. :D

Junyi: I don't think I'm going for the bbq. :/ Yeah, controle two. -hides in a corner- ._. Bah anyway see you soon! (a bientot izzzzit? ) Hehehe. 8D

2008-06-13T01:02:00.001+08:00

I'm trying to send the sentosa peeps the photos by email but apparently the file's too big and my computer keeps hanging. ): There're some here for the time being.

2008-06-13T00:43:00.000+08:00